What a strange world.

1-20-21

9:02 am Wed

What a strange world.  I am getting bored with considering myself. I am starting to be a little more active. It is good.  I told Shuna that I am struggling with something that I cannot put my finger on and perhaps because I cannot put my finger on it, it is one of the more challenging times of my life.  What I do find interesting, is that the pain and confusion in the world seem to be heightened and I am experiencing it inadvertently. I am surprised how affected I am by the hysteria of current events.

I have been pondering how easily one is influenced. I have also been pondering what is “me”.  I have had an ache in my back and it seems to be intensified as I am influenced by the current hysteria.  It is strange to listen to the news, to people talking about the current events.   There seems to be something telegraphed that is infectious.  I have to say I don’t like this phenomenon as a whole, but there is something I do find compelling about it.   What I find compelling about it is that I want to resist its influence.  I don’t want to submit to this hysteria.  Whatever is “me” does not want to be assimilated into this, thusly purpose is borne.  I want to appreciate!

I want to encourage appreciation.  I want to resist this hysteria.  I want others to try to resist this hysteria.  What a strange world.