Panic was unpleasant and seemed to be a magnet


9:35 am Sunday


I am using my personal computer to write, for the first time.  I am taking the responsibility

of backing up my documents instead of relying on the business to do it.  It is a big step.  Change is difficult.

It is a reminder that the paths we go down have a significant impact.

In that same mindset I had a strange dream last night.

I was having a conversation with someone about spiritual awakening.

That there was set formula that results in a transcendent experience.

I was trying very hard to remember it as we were talking about it.

I was very concerned I would not remember it and woke up in Panic.

The panic was unpleasant and seemed to be a magnet drawing to it all these


other frightful elements.  I started considering the fear my friend

must be experiencing, being diagnosed with stage 4 cancer.

Shuna was up and I told her about it.  I was taken by this panic and it was quite



It is a beautiful day and I will light the candle now with Viggo.

I am very thankful for this experience.