Appreciation seems to even be more elusive than before

3-19-21

9:35 am Friday

It is Friday, I have been mostly writing about the M.I.G.H.T project.

My back has been doing better since I have been staying away from caffeine/coffee.

Also, the massage pillow I have been using has made a big difference.

As for the path to ATM, appreciate the miracle, it has been elusive.

It’s good not to be in such physical discomfort.  It is curious that as I have started this

project / farm, appreciation seems to even be more elusive than before.

It does not surprise me that the things we chase after, run from us.

Shuna has had a hard time with all the challenges with her mother’s health for the last year and a half, it has been tough.  Shuna seems to be doing a little better currently.

I love you Shuna and it will get better.

Viggo has been doing really well and that is something that has given Shuna and myself a lot of hope.  We went out yesterday to have some pizza and I smelled something really bad when I was close to Viggo.  Viggo said he was spinning outside, getting dizzy and falling in the grass with chicken poop in it.  He said all this while laughing, he loves it.  I play-kicked him.  He wanted to know why I was kicking him. I told him because he is a stinky baby.  He responded laughing that just because a baby is stinky, is not a good reason to kick a stinky baby.

It was so charming to hear his laugh and hear him say this.

He is always laughing and singing.  He is a pleasure.  He just said to me that he is always singing to himself when he is outside.  I love hearing it.  He does a “Purple People Eater” that is quite heart-warming.

I am so fortunate, I hope I can appreciate it more.

I am thankful for this opportunity.