8-27-19
8:14 am Tuesday
I have not written in a while. I have a friend who has a serious illness and that has been weighing on me.
I have been having dreams of chemotherapy being done directly to the spinal cord. I am not sure what to make of it.
I don’t want to get sick, perhaps that is a selfish response, but I really want to fight this darkness. I want to get strong.
I want to experience vitality, expand it in my experience. It seems like I am crushed into a specific way of being and I want to open my experience to appreciation, to vitality, to fitness of body and mind body.
I am excited to see if I can help make this happen.
I am thankful for this opportunity.