I want to get strong


8:14 am Tuesday

I have not written in a while.  I have a friend who has a serious illness and that has been weighing on me.

I have been having dreams of chemotherapy being done directly to the spinal cord.  I am not sure what to make of it.

I don’t want to get sick, perhaps that is a selfish response, but I really want to fight this darkness.  I want to get strong.

I want to experience vitality, expand it in my experience.  It seems like I am crushed into a specific way of being and I want to open my experience to appreciation, to vitality, to fitness of body and mind body.

I am excited to see if I can help make this happen.

I am thankful for this opportunity.