Seem to be a capsized boat filling with indecision, inaction and sinking slowly.

4-23-20

10:21 am Thursday

I want to do more.

I sold my business five odd months ago.

The money I received is about a year of income.

So these funds are limited.

I am thankful I was able to sell the business.

I am in the process of trying to find meaning during this transition.

I am trying to develop new habits.  I am trying to find a way.

I want to be more active.  I want to be more appreciative.

I want to practice ATM, appreciate the miracle.

We have surrounded ourselves with life.  I still need to work on more fitness.

I want to encourage hope in myself and others.

I want to be loving, generous and thoughtful to others.

I want to do more physical stuff.  I believe it will help with fitness.

There is a ton to do on our farm and I would love to work on it.

I am just having trouble getting started.

I want to start going to bed at 10 or 10:30 and get up at 6:30.

I want to develop new habits.

I believe this would be a great start.  I seem to be so old and without energy.

I want to be a vessel for appreciation and hope but seem to be a capsized boat

filling with indecision, inaction and sinking slowly.

I believe this is true and I want to fight this and will fight this.

I am thankful for this opportunity