4-23-20
10:21 am Thursday
I want to do more.
I sold my business five odd months ago.
The money I received is about a year of income.
So these funds are limited.
I am thankful I was able to sell the business.
I am in the process of trying to find meaning during this transition.
I am trying to develop new habits. I am trying to find a way.
I want to be more active. I want to be more appreciative.
I want to practice ATM, appreciate the miracle.
We have surrounded ourselves with life. I still need to work on more fitness.
I want to encourage hope in myself and others.
I want to be loving, generous and thoughtful to others.
I want to do more physical stuff. I believe it will help with fitness.
There is a ton to do on our farm and I would love to work on it.
I am just having trouble getting started.
I want to start going to bed at 10 or 10:30 and get up at 6:30.
I want to develop new habits.
I believe this would be a great start. I seem to be so old and without energy.
I want to be a vessel for appreciation and hope but seem to be a capsized boat
filling with indecision, inaction and sinking slowly.
I believe this is true and I want to fight this and will fight this.
I am thankful for this opportunity