12-26-19
10:30 am Thursday
The day after Christmas.
We have had some very pleasant holiday celebrations.
We have been visiting with friends and family.
Shuna got up early on Christmas and made rice porridge and almond cookies.
She is my Christmas angel! Thank you Shuna for conjuring up the Christmas magic!
My mom has stayed with us for Christmas, and it has been a pleasant time.
Shuna bought Viggo a very nice kid’s front loader that he has been having a ball with.
Santa brought Viggo a small by very nice heavy duty front loader too.
We went on a very nice ride/walk yesterday on the ponies. Very, very pleasant.
It is strange not to be working during the holiday and strange to have this expanse of time to celebrate. Very, Very pleasant.
I have had another strange experience that was less pleasant. I forgot to pay a CC bill on time and lost a check. It is disturbing to lose control of the little that I believe I can control. I attribute this to the mania I was in during selling and transitioning out of the business.
I have also been considering my mother in law and the panic she has been in during her delusional state and panic I saw when she has trouble breathing. Panic is very unpleasant.
It is something I have experienced more of late than other times in my life.
I truly feel for my mother in law. We are all hoping she can get past this current state to a more
peaceful place.
Love you Shuna! You’re doing a wonderful job!
I am thankful for this opportunity.